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my cousin came in from washington where he’s doing training for the navy

and i love him and i miss him bunches but he’s a 25 year old guy so it’s kinda weird to say that i mean not really but i’m an awkward person

and he’s leaving wednesday to go back so i hope i get to see him before he leaves

but he told us there’s a chance he could be deployed to afghanistan, and i knew that was always a possibility but im not emotionally prepared for this. i never thought i would cry or anything but im close to tears because it really scares me. and i’ve only seen him like 3 times in the past 2 1/2 years and nakvlskvjglaghlakjl i didn’t expect to miss him honestly.

i really don’t know what im going to do…